jueves, marzo 01, 2012
Glorious Jesus in me 1.3.12
i find it scariest that I can't say no even when im screaming no no no in my heart
i find it scary that I dont know how to say I'm angry even though I am
i find it scary when I can smile though my heart is breaking
i wonder if suppression will kill me one day
but for now
the world's a better place because I concede to requests, because I tolerate, because I smile
AND THATS ALL I CARE
Glorious Jesus in me 1.3.12
miércoles, febrero 22, 2012
Currently enjoying 6weeks worth of holidays, with it ending pretty soon. Never good with extra time, but be proud of me, because I have finished 2 dramas, both so different but both kinda thought provoking. The last time i fell in love with a drama like bubujingxin was huanzhugege, and the sad realization is that my chinese isn't even what it used to be when i was in primary 6/sec1. Going back to the ED on some days, but being alone clerking patients, doesn't beat going around in groups, and here I realize that selfless sharing of knowledge is how people learn best, and getting back the pros results made me realize that sharing, discussing and learning together was so much more than what i could have achieved alone. :)
of the late, of true confessions and much HTHT, i realize that you dont have to meet people who know you to feel like they are there. And maybe presence is something I feel even when you're away.
Glorious Jesus in me 22.2.12
hello world :) hello!!
Currently enjoying 6weeks worth of holidays, with it ending pretty soon. Never good with extra time, but be proud of me, because I have finished 2 dramas, both so different but both kinda thought provoking. The last time i fell in love with a drama like bubujingxin was huanzhugege, and the sad realization is that my chinese isn't even what it used to be when i was in primary 6/sec1. Going back to the ED on some days, but being alone clerking patients, doesn't beat going around in groups, and here I realize that selfless sharing of knowledge is how people learn best, and getting back the pros results made me realize that sharing, discussing and learning together was so much more than what i could have achieved alone. :)
of the late, of true confessions and much HTHT, i realize that you dont have to meet people who know you to feel like they are there. And maybe presence is something I feel even when you're away.
Glorious Jesus in me 22.2.12
lunes, junio 27, 2011
i know to be open minded
i know not to look too much
i know self control
i know that good things come to an end and memories live on forever
i know all these things i should do,
but i stand so helpless, not moving, not even trying
there's an ache so unexplainable, and because it is so unexplainable
i dont know how to go about making it better
but i know exactly why i ache
i know exactly why
Glorious Jesus in me 27.6.11
I know fairytales end
i know to be open minded
i know not to look too much
i know self control
i know that good things come to an end and memories live on forever
i know all these things i should do,
but i stand so helpless, not moving, not even trying
there's an ache so unexplainable, and because it is so unexplainable
i dont know how to go about making it better
but i know exactly why i ache
i know exactly why
Glorious Jesus in me 27.6.11
viernes, junio 24, 2011
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Glorious Jesus in me 24.6.11
domingo, junio 12, 2011
Glorious Jesus in me 12.6.11
its been a month since i wrote in this blog
many things have happened since (:
i went to india, almost got killed, lost some weight
but had the bestest learning experience,
and bestest company
it was my first time backpacking and in all honesty
i am not for roaming, nor hard life
then there was sgh
quite relaxing but the teaching has been awesome
(:
and many many meetups
with the med and no med people
bbqs, house dinners, brunches
many meals to help me put weight back on
i dont really want the weight back
but the food's too good, and i've been too deprived
school's starting in 2 weeks
im starting with ong
one more week of ong and neonates
hopefully we'll finish both the project,
go for some standbys and learn more next week
more meetups with the aussie poeple who are back
Bringing the bro out for movie and lunch, and papa for father's day lunch(:
going to india, was a strong strong remindder of how much i loved them
going to india, was a strong strong remindder of how much i loved them
and i need to show it more
(:
i<3this holiday many many
but i also can't wait for the cg road trip
the next year starting with OnG,
the many smaller trips, the CHP filled with weekly roadtrips
and and and the electives!
i hope i get back my dream elective plans (:
Glorious Jesus in me 12.6.11
sábado, mayo 07, 2011
when my exam is tmr
and its the paper that i want to do well most in
and im given a certain peace that transcends even my own understanding
that God didn't make me do all the work in a day
(:
and that all the work i've done was done
when i stayed back to clerk, when i skipped to clerk
when i was turned away by the patient and stayed to read their files
it was done in the spaces of time in between ortho and surg,
it was in helping others, it was in those days when i was sabo-ed to present
one time, two time, many times
(:
i <3 medicine (:
in a way so special
that it humbles even me
(;
Glorious Jesus in me 7.5.11
its days like these
when my exam is tmr
and its the paper that i want to do well most in
and im given a certain peace that transcends even my own understanding
that God didn't make me do all the work in a day
(:
and that all the work i've done was done
when i stayed back to clerk, when i skipped to clerk
when i was turned away by the patient and stayed to read their files
it was done in the spaces of time in between ortho and surg,
it was in helping others, it was in those days when i was sabo-ed to present
one time, two time, many times
(:
i <3 medicine (:
in a way so special
that it humbles even me
(;
Glorious Jesus in me 7.5.11
jueves, abril 14, 2011
Glorious Jesus in me 14.4.11
exams are coming
i am a hermit crab
(:
but thinking back
im really thankful
for the patients
who have been so
so so
so so
so so
brilliant
for my sake
and im going to be strong for them
Glorious Jesus in me 14.4.11
God made her
my name is CRYSTAL
i love God and my AWESOME FAMILY!!!
once a blangah Knight
a crescentian
a rafflesian
now a medicine student learning how to be a doctor
the loves of her life
i love
cold rainy mornings;
poetry on love and life
dancing all night
jamming
reading a gooooood book
Yearns to be the best doctor she can be,a better daughter, sister and friend
but mostly, a better child of God
yearns to dance, to play, to sing and to live life with no pretense or inhibitions
to laugh everyday until I cry, to always have tears for the sufferings of others
, to be a good sister, daughter and friend,to please God with her actions and words
to be an instrument of peace and TO BE ULTIMATELY HAPPY IN LIFE
Shout your praises
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